Versos English Coventry Kersey Dighton Patmore ACCEPTED.

English poem

ACCEPTED.

by (1823–1896)

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What fortune did my heart foretell? What shook my spirit, as I woke, Like the vibration of a bell Of which I had not heard the stroke? Was it some happy vision shut From memory by the sun’s fresh ray? Was it that linnet’s song; or but A natural gratitude for day? Or the mere joy the senses weave, A wayward ecstasy of life? Then I remember’d, yester-eve I won Honoria for my Wife.

Forth riding, while as yet the day Was dewy, watching Sarum Spire, Still beckoning me along my way, And growing every minute higher, I reach’d the Dean’s. One blind was down, Though nine then struck. My bride to be! And had she rested ill, my own, With thinking (oh, my heart!) of me? I paced the streets; a pistol chose, To guard my now important life When riding late from Sarum Close; At noon return’d. Good Mrs. Fife, To my, ‘The Dean, is he at home?’ Said, ‘No, sir; but Miss Honor is;’ And straight, not asking if I’d come, Announced me, ‘Mr. Felix, Miss,’ To Mildred, in the Study. There We talk’d, she working. We agreed The day was fine; the Fancy-Fair Successful; ‘Did I ever read De Genlis?’ ‘Never.’ ‘Do! She heard I was engaged.’ ‘To whom?’ ‘Miss Fry Was it the fact?’ ‘No!’ ‘On my word?’ ‘What scandal people talk’d!’ ‘Would I Hold out this skein of silk.’ So pass’d I knew not how much time away. ‘How were her sisters?’ ‘Well.’ At last I summon’d heart enough to say, ‘I hoped to have seen Miss Churchill too.’ ‘Miss Churchill, Felix! What is this? I said, and now I find ’tis true, Last night you quarrell’d! Here she is.’

She came, and seem’d a morning rose When ruffling rain has paled its blush; Her crown once more was on her brows; And, with a faint, indignant flush, And fainter smile, she gave her hand, But not her eyes, then sate apart, As if to make me understand The honour of her vanquish’d heart. But I drew humbly to her side; And she, well pleased, perceiving me Liege ever to the noble pride Of her unconquer’d majesty, Once and for all put it away; The faint flush pass’d; and, thereupon, Her loveliness, which rather lay In light than colour, smiled and shone, Till sick was all my soul with bliss; Or was it with remorse and ire Of such a sanctity as this Subdued by love to my desire?